1. How late did you stay up last night and why?
Little after 1am. Jesus gave me a reason to stay up. :]

2. What was the first thing you thought this morning?
Wow. I am not tired at all. Not kidding. I woke up all refreshed.

3. Is the person you have a crush on older or younger than you?
No crushes here.

4. What did you do last night?
Watched a movie, cleaned, got caught up in worship, and showered.

5. Do you own anything that cost more than 1000 dollars?
Nope. Not that I know of.

6. Have you ever ran with scissors?
I'm a rebel ;]

7. Have you ever talked to Tom?
yeah right. Myspace is so 2 years ago.

8. Have you ever told someone of the opposite sex you loved them and meant it?
Do daddys count?

9. How is your day so far?
Good, thanks for asking.

10. Do you want to go to college?
Nope. Ministry school. :]

11. What were you doing this afternoon at 12pm?
Working on something...

12. Whats your favorite season?
I love them all. I like living in the moment. They're all beautiful in there own way.

13. Last thing you ate/drank?
McD's

14. When was the last time you cried and the reasons?
Father's day. I'm a lucky girl and I get overwhelmed with how lucky I am sometime causing me to cry. ahaha.

15. Are you single?
I'm lovin' it.

16. Name something you cannot wait for?
Da Beach.

17. What did you do for your last birthday?
uhh. Alot of stuff. I had like a birthday weekend. It was awesome. I'm blessed.

18. How many kids do you want to have?
I don't know.

19. Have you ever talked to someone when they were high?
Yeah...

20. How many red lights have you ran?
I don't know.

21. Have you ever cried while taking a shower?
That so pathetic... but yeah.

22. What was your favorite grade?
1st grade the first time.

23. What were you doing at 12 am last night?
Praying.

24. Would you kiss anyone on your top friends?
Top friends?

25. Have you ever, in any way, been betrayed by someone you trusted?
Yes, no fun there.

26. When was the last time you were given roses? and from who?
My birthday, Ned and my mom.

27. Plans for tomorrow?
Going to da beach.

28. When did your last hug take place?
Last night.

29. Do people ever make stupid mistakes when spelling or saying your name?
Seriously, who spells Brooke without the "e"??

30. Have you ever started a sentence with -No offense, but...?
yes...

31. Do you drink tea?
I'm a Georgia girl. DUH.

32. When was the last time you saw a cop?
This morning.

33. Did you ride in someone elses car today?
Mommas.

34. Have you made a mistake in the past week?
Yeah.

35. What song are you listening to right now?
Radio.

36. Who was the last person to text you?
uhhh. Chris.

37. Do you miss someone?
Yes! The list is long.

38. Is there anything you regret about your past?
I don’t have time to maintain these regrets,
When I think about the way that he loves us.

39. Are you happy with your life?
:]

40. What was the last movie you watched?
Confessions of a shopaholic.

41. Have you ever touched an elephant?
I'm feeling like I have...

42. Who was the last person to call you?
I answer phone for a living....I dont remember there name.

43. Do you sleep with the door open or closed?
Open

44. Do you sleep with the light on or off?
Who sleeps with the lights on?

45. What is your favorite hobby?
Photography.

46. Do you own a pair of Nikes?
Yep.

47. Do you have any pets?
3

48. What were you doing at 11 a.m. this morning?
Working on something...

49. Is there a difference between the word best friend and good friend?
Yeah.

50. Has anybody on your top ever admitted to liking you?
No top friends.

51. Can you recall the last time you sincerely liked someone a lot?
How could I ever forget. :]

52. Are you afraid of clowns?
Nope.

53. When is the last time someone of the opposite sex gave you a hug?
Uhh. Sunday.

54. Who is your celebrity crush?
ha.

55. Do you know anybody who was abused?
Yeah.

56. Favorite fruit?
Grapes

57. Do you take walks often?
I wish

58. Have you ever had a reoccurring nightmare?
Yes. Monsters in bookstores.

59. Is silence really golden?


60. What did you do a week ago tonight?
Helped out in the tech booth and went and saw evan and brooke and updated my iPhone. ha I have an awesome memory.

61. Who is your favorite rapper?
Me.

62. Are you afraid to grow up?
Sometime. I miss childhood. But i'm still excited.

63. Who are your Top 4?
Lame.

64. What language are you taking?
English.

65. Any upcoming vacations?
Tomorrow.

66. Would you call yourself smart?
No...

67. Do you like to read?
Yeah.

I am ready to kick theses shoes off and get away. I'm sick of the indoors. I wanna go explore a mountain. Soak in the beauty and wonder of The Uncreated's creation. I need to relax. I need to breath. I need to sit in the presences of my Lord. My heart need refreshing. I need a cleansing.

I'm thinking TATTOOS.

I've been thinking about tattoos.
here are some different ideas.

*A heart with yes written on the inside of it.
*S.O.S. 6:3 I am my beloveds and he is mine
*"and my soul wells up with hallelujahs"
*"Love Stronger that Death"
*Loved
*Jesus

now for some pictures.

Means "Devoted" in Hebrew.

http://www.sacredhearttattoo.com/
http://www.timeless-tattoo.com
http://www.holymothertattoo.com/

I see the man with a passion come and kicking down the door

Lord I have a heavy burden of all I've seen and know
It's more than I can handle
But your word is burning like a fire shut up in my bones
and I cannot let it go

And when I'm weary and overwrought
with so many battles left unfought

I think of Paul and Silas in the prison yard
I hear their song of freedom rising to the stars
And when the Saints go marching in
I want to be one of them

Lord it's all that I can't carry and cannot leave behind
it often overwhelms me
but when I think of all who've gone before and lived the faithful life
their courage compells me
And when I'm weary and overwrought
with so many battles left unfought

I think of Paul and Silas in the prison yard
I hear their song of freedom rising to the stars

I see the shepherd Moses in the Pharaohs court
I hear his call for freedom for the people of the Lord

And when the Saints go marching in
I want to be one of them
And when the Saints go marching in
I want to be one of them

I see the long quiet walk along the Underground Railroad
I see the slave awakening to the value of her soul

I see the young missionary and the angry spear
I see his family returning with no trace of fear

I see the long hard shadows of Calcutta nights
I see the sisters standing by the dying man's side

I see the young girl huddled on the brothel floor
I see the man with a passion come and kicking down the door

I see the man of sorrows and his long troubled road
I see the world on his shoulders and my easy load

And when the Saints go marching in
I want to be one of them
and when the Saints go marching in
I want to be one of them
I want to be one of them
I want to be one of them
I want to be one of them

Just got back from dinner with my dad. Looks like he's going to buy me a car for FTC.

Look like I'm doing FTC!!

WOW.

God opens doors that no one can close and closes doors that no one can open.

So take me on the pathway that leads me home to you

This beautiful song is the prayer of my life right now.

The pathway is broken
And the signs are unclear
And I don't know the reason why You brought me here
But just because You love me the way that You do
I'm gonna walk through the valley
If You want me to

Cause I'm not who I was
When I took my first step
And I'm clinging to the promise You're not through with me yet
So if all of these trials bring me closer to You
Then I will go through the fire
If You want me to

It may not be the way I would have chosen
When You lead me through a world that's not my home
But You never said it would be easy
You only said I'll never go alone (yeah oh oh)

So when the whole world turns against me
And I'm all by myself
And I can't hear You answer my cries for help
I'll remember the sufferin' Your love put You through
And I will go through the valley
If You want me to

When I cross over Jordan, I'm gonna sing, gonna shout
Gonna look into your eyes and see you never let me down
So take me on the pathway that leads me home to you
And I will walk through the valley if you want me to 

Yes, I will walk through the valley if you want me to

This is driving me crazy. I have too much hope in a hopeless situation. arrgg confusion. I can't figure out if this is just all in my head or if this is real hope from God. Oh well. I'm waiting this out.